Frustation...

I am weak...

Stumble in darkness...

Where is the little light?

My hearts still uncertain...

What's my real problem...

My hearts still hurt for 2 months...

What! What!Sigh...

-Ah Sean-

The bluring future of my own...

My future is indeed blurring for now...as the road I have to prepare for my own towards future. Dreaming is a good thing but try having it in your life; it is quit impossible for now.Sometimes I did laugh to myself, it is impossible for me to have my own personal business jet for my own company. But people have a saying, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. After my life changing process throughout the years, I have my on principle of life which is IF YOU SAY YOU CAN DO, THEN YOU MUST DO IT ACCORDING TO WHAT YOU SAY but keep it to your own and never said it out. Dare to Dream is never wrong! I also have the small small inspiration of having my own a airlines company in Malaysia and the hub will be in either Miri or Kuching, for me dreaming that is kind of impossible to come true unless I starting counting the 0.1% that i have about that drean. If Singapore have many local airlines company, it is also not wrong if Malaysia have this kind of competition too. AirAsia and Malaysia Airlines (own Firefly and MASwings). Inspiration come where I read and know some of the CEO stories behind the great sucess in our country. Ya...it is my blurring future

Engineer?Lawyer?Businessman?Teacher?
sometimes I just think the world is too stereotype about this jobs...

DREAM BIG, THINK BIG!

Anew...

Yup, a lot did happen to me this year. Starting January till today. Life is like a circle. I still remember my days working in Victory Shop...Remember it because that is my real first time working outside and not playing at home. Ya, finding the job with Stephen and Vincent that time wasn't easy. I still remember the time, where both of them come to my house to play playstation one and three of us decide to walk together to Sarikei Town to find jobs. When started to work I learn that working is easy if you enjoy it if not you will be damn boring at the working place because working and learning come into ONE. 3 months later, I receive the letter for the NATIONAL SERVICE. When I about to go liao, best friend like chan kuok Keung just back from the programme...haiz...counting the time we are together this year wasn't as many as in the past few years. In National Service, a lot of troubles happen inside the camp itselft, and through that I have new friend like Jimmy, Eric, Kok Ken and Qi Yang. In the camp, life is tough and uneasy at the first glance of eyes at the first. I even lost my old hair style because of National Service but ya...18 years need a small change in me. Mouth fights between members I have seen to many in the camp and is also because of that the camp started(TRUE PURPOSE!). I also learn a bit about myself that time. Besides that our teacher in the camp is quit good to us especially Cikgu Harzol. Everytime took the class photo and the company photo really miss that momment as it wasn't easy to pass. Though, I did upset as those of didn't chosen for the National Service like me can played at home for 6 months, however I only 3 months this year. This is because after I was release from the National Service, the next few days I will have to set up my mind to study Form 6. Starting a new study life also wasn't easy enough for me, because the atmosphere have to change again due to the outgoing of my own classmates to the world outside. In this year, i met some new friend like Chyn Rong.Which before even if we got saw face to face we never talk to each other. Furthermore, I also face lot of private dilemma in my own life in Form 6 as many things have happen. Making a right decision indeed wasn't as easy as ABC if it is concerning about your own friends.

REFLECTION:
I SEE A LOT AND LEARN A LOT AND GROWING A LOT...I maybe have screw my own life a bit to many this year but thinking back; It remind me on something important. Friendship is important.


****MY FORM 6 LIFE***
STORY
A story of my own life will I release after PLKN story have being written finish as the story have only a few chapters to left, want? Give your own opinon. If you want to know what happen to me around this hardlife year


MY REFLECTION SONG
WIND-AKEBOSHI

Lyrics | Akeboshi lyrics - Wind lyrics

My childhood anime...

Even years after years...I still love and like Digimon Zero Two and the first Series...This is because the way the author of the manga and the anime itself goes. Furthernore, i still like the two old digivice..haha. Maybe some of you that time at time of primary three, you still addicted to doremom but not m.e Besides that this two series is very different than the next few digimon anime.This is because the next few digimon anime seem to lack of something which these two series have.If someone still have this DVD or VCD which is in English Subtitles and Japanese Audio I really want to borrow or buy it from you...The chosen children also learn a lot of things through their journey. If you watch it episode by episode you will also will like the story line just as I will. Furthermore, thge chosen chidren also mature till digimon zero two. The story didn't repeat like the first one but it end differently in the second series.



About my Teenager anime....yup it is Yu Gi Oh...and I also have reason for loving too...Next post after that post it will be PLKN Story Time! haha...

Something bothering my mind...

Something bothering my minds...so I guess in the few weeks i won't be blogging...Sorry Guy!

Heroes Season4!

Yup...It is Heroes Season 4 in the U.S and the story get more interesting from time to time. Besides watching my favorite anime Yu-Gi-Oh! My 2nd choice of really watching a Television program is watching Heroes. Below is the Season 4 trailer for Heroes Tv Series...Actually few episode of this season have aired in the U.S, so don't miss this if you saw this in the television or even better if you got the DVD hehe...

I guess I will wait the half the season 4 is over then I will go to watch it...haha :P

Below is the trailer...Andy...I sure you like this :P

QUESTION MARKS (PART 1)

Question about this post? Yup there will be many question mark in this post...
INSTRUCTION: If you start choose your question mark then you have to follow the post to the end...So Read carefully and remember it.
Beware that the story have began...yup sort of began already, are you ready? Sure? Are you hearts beating? Relax...The Realm of your mind should begin in

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have you pick your numbers? No turning back! Your 1st choice of your number will be the number you choose. Most Probably your eyes will see 2, isn't it? Because of it red flame colour, right? As I stated no turning back...if you choose other numbers.




For some of you have choosen red pls scroll down the page























So if you have choosen red. Your out! of the game...

I will tell my logic and reason at the end of the game...So I congrate those who choose the other too...Are you happy? This is the "question mark" questions for you...remember the numbers..because the next stage will be harder...Beware

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